Thursday, December 16, 2010

Pregnancy

I think I might someday want children. I do. But, I am not ready. My life is too chaotic and I am still far too selfish to give everything to a child, the way that I should.

Having said that, if I found out I was pregnant, I would keep the baby. I would do my best to be the best damn mom I can be. I would love that child more than anything. 

Everyone always says that you are never ready to have children, but I don't believe that to be true. I believe I am capable of raising a child, but I think that in a few years I would be much better at it. In the meantime, I am going to actively prevent pregnancy until I feel that time has come.

1 comment:

whimsy said...

I'm not going to lie, when I read the title of the post I freaked out. Then I actually read it and realized it was nothing. Well, it was something, it was a blog post. Just nothing to freak out about. Not that it wasn't a good post. It was fine, but compared to a pregnancy? OMG I'm freaking out. You probably knew what I meant all along. FAIL.