I feel like I am just naive and trust people I shouldn't. I feel like I should watch my back constantly. I have never been easy to trust, but am I now doing it too easily? Am I just assuming people are honest when they are actually complete fucking dicks?
My world feels a little upside down.
I am hurt
I am pissed
I am vengeful
I want to burn the restaurant to the ground and cartoon character style laugh maniacally over the ashes.
I spent some time with a staff member tonight who told me soooo much. She is definitely been a good friend through all of this and put the final nail in the coffin on some things I suspected.
I need out.
It's not a safe environment for me anymore.
I put these people, this company on a pedestal for so many years. Have frequented their restaurants for a decade.
It's been a really long, hard, painful fall from the top.